My birthday

 What been happening:

Not that I think anyone would have noticed but I haven't posted on my blog in 1-2 weeks. Last week was my birthday, and the week before I was struggling quite a bit mentally.

The week leading up to my birthday was orange of emotions, I was feeling very low and lonely really feeling like I had no one to spend my 18th birthday with. Which is not how I would have pictured it to be a couple years ago or even a couple months ago. In the week leading up to it I had an early therapy session. I told her how I was feeling and she suggested that I see the people I truly want to see on their own and not have one big celebration, so that's what I did. 

The night before my birthday I was also quite anxious, I was at work and if anyone mentioned it my stomach would drop and I would feel sick. But then as the day arrived it went much better than I ever thought it was going to.

At the moment I am sitting in an Air B&B in France. Which again was something I was really anxious about. Going from a summer holiday last year in Italy that ended up being probably the hardest week i've ever had to feeling great in France. If there is anything I could be proud of its that. 

This is a short one but I just felt the need to write about what's been happening, both the good and the bad!

Au revoir 

Zoe